So much has been going on the past few months, that I've forgotten about this blog. I've been extremely busy with school, and work as of late. If I'm going to be completely honest, my daily walk with Christ has been suffering. It seems as if I am in a rut. I just want reassurance from Him, and I feel as if my heart is turning on itself. Words cannot describe how much I long to hear from my Savior. My faith has been challenged more than ever, but in a way I'm glad: it shows that Satan is trying to make me stumble because I have been bought with a price by a God who loves me - more than anyone. But lately, my heart has started to feel numb. I don't really know how to describe it. Things that usually have affect me no longer bother me, and things that never bother me are trying my patience. This isn't just a certain time of the month - it's been going on for several months. I keep seeking comfort from Christ, but I can't seem to find it - which is frustrating. However, it is in time like this that we need to stay immersed in God's word. :)
As one of my favorite authors, J.R.R. Tolkien once said, "You can only come to the morning through the shadows."
